Letter to myself:

Hi Ryan,

You are not the man the father or the husband you set out to be, you have become inverted you have no friends not even your wife is your friend any longer, you have hurt her so badly, and cant even tell her why you do it, sorry is no longer enough.

It is time to rebuild trust with her, find out what it will take from you to regain her trust what ever it is and do it. Get some good friends you can talk to who will uplift you, and make effort in these friendships.

I wish there where threats that would I could give you that would make you stop looking at porn, but enough is enough.

This is the only advise I can give to you proverbs 4, 25-27 25Let your eyes look straight ahead; fix your gaze directly before you.
26Give careful thought to the paths for your feet and be steadfast in all your ways. 27Do not turn to the right or the left; keep your foot from evil.

I truly only want you to be the best you can be, I do still love you

Yours Truly

Letter from my sex addict:

I have run out of excuses and lies to tell, desperation has gripped my heart, and I hope that it pulls me out of this destruction, because at the moment that is what it feels like, just desolation and death.

Thank you for the verses I will hold it dear to me in my time. I don’t know what happened to my vision and drive and that’s all that I want back.

Im so sorry that I am the disappointment that I am, I only hope to find forgiveness from you once more and rebuild the trust I have broken down and wrecked