Letter to myself:

You need to quit looking at porn whether a little sneak peak or full on banging. You can do it if you admit it to just one person and get help from one person. Just one! You have tons of friends who would ride this journey with you. Confessing is not an easy task and it comes with a lot of pain, but the other side will be well worth it. A fuller life full of love and feeling again. It’s better on the other side, but the way is going to rip you apart! Just one person then get better.

Letter from my sex addict:

There is no better life than porn. If you just continually live in it then you will love it! Divorce your wife and go have sex with as many women as possible. That is what you want. You want to see what it is like to have sex with other women. You know it will be amazing and you can brag about it to your friends. Oh, you will have to find other friends because the ones you have right now will not help you cheat with any women. Find the vulnerable ones and take them to bed. Get a different one every night and live your life free of restraint. Who needs friends? Live life alone and free.