Letter to myself:

Let me start by saying, do whatever it takes to find freedom. Talk to people, seek help. Don’t be afraid to ask. I know there are lots of new people in your life right now and you want to trust them and feel you should wait till you know them better, but this can’t wait. The time is now. Look at the the people you look up to, porn isn’t gong to help you get there. You need to set goals and work hard at them. Like training for climbing.

Letter from my sex addict:

I don’t like myself. I feel helpless, I can’t do anything about it. I don’t want to be this person. It makes me shrink back from myself and feel like a horrible person. I’m scared of where it will take me and the things I might do.