Letter to myself:

It’s been a few years. You’re tired of this. You feel like you are happier without it but you can’t get away from it. But don’t stop fighting. Pursue god with all your heart and he will guide you. Walk with the spirit and you will not grant the wishes of the flesh. You’re awesome and you can do anything. Just remember, with god, all things are possible

Letter from my sex addict:

I’m tired of this… I can’t do it anymore. It feels like I am letting people down when I do this. I need The Lord. I need him