Letter to myself:

Dear Sex addict,

I’ve just finally realized the truth. You lied to me. I thought you were different! You’re not as strong as I thought you were. You made me believe that you were in control, that you were able to change your life around anytime you want, but it wasn’t true. I will change my believe system:
1) God loves me.
2) I belong to God.
3) I’m worth Saving.
4) I will not lie to myself, friends or family.
5) God accepts me.

I’m willing to do whatever it takes to gain control of my life:
1) I will pray for forgiveness.
2) I’ll live a prayer life.
3) I will do my devotional everyday, first time in the morning.
4) I will get help.

You had power over me, but not anymore. I must say I’m scared, but I want to tell you that you’re not in control anymore, I’m taking over, and know this: if God is for Me, who can be against me?

No longer yours truly.

Letter from my sex addict:

Jajajaja I can’t stop laughing. Here is the same thing again. don’t you see? You can’t win. I’m too powerful, I’m tired of hearing the same over and over again, you will fall over your head and fail terribly. I mean, how can you say that you are going to “control” me if you can’t even stand yourself!? You’re weak, pathetic, you don’t stand a chance against me.
I hope you’re serious about this, just remember when you fail, I will be waiting for you, stronger than ever. I will take away everything from you, your family, friends. No one will ever love you, and you will be left alone.

I’m going to enjoy this, you’re gonna need all the luck you can get.
Your faithful, loving and patient companion.