Letter to myself:

The line must be drawn here. This has to end. It is getting worse and is not getting better. You have dealt with this for too long and are losing this uphill battle by thinking just will power will make it go away. You now have to fight one of the hardest battles you have fought yet. God will give you strength but you need to start putting in the effort to fight. Not just saying I will start tomorrow. I know you’re scared to talk to someone about it but it may be time to ask for some help. I don’t know who but you need to find someone. I know you’re scarred of losing friends and family if they were to find out about this, but that will not be the case. You have a great support system and it may be time to call upon them.

Admit that you have a problem and reclaim your life. “We’re in hell right now. Believe me. We can stay here and get the crud knocked out of us or we can fight our way back into the light. We can climb out of hell. One inch at a time.”.

Letter from my sex addict:

This isn’t the worst thing you have done.. Besides its holding you back from going out and actually having sex before marriage. It takes the edge off. Cmon there’s nothing wrong about that. You have needs too. God will forgive you.. Just don’t worry about it. This isn’t going to go away in one night buddy.