You have gotten into this porn addiciton as an innocent, thinking looking at naked women is harmless and okay. But it quickly escalated into a daily and even hourly activity where pictures were not enough and females were not as attractive. You needed lesbians and then shemales and the longer videos and stuff that honestly would make your friends sick. Your addiction was one step in ending your 12 year marriage, and frankly you still couldn’t stop. Counselling and Bible Studies were not enough, sometimes you had to take drastic measures and have your wife put a password on the computer, even leading to not owning a computer at all. But you found a way to get porn…video stores and even friends who loaned you videos. You never felt wholesome but at times considered suicide cause this addiction had such a hold on you. You wanted to break free but you also enjoyed watchiing and then reliving.You knew only only one cure…Jesus Christ…but how to let him?