Letter to myself:

I am done being your lowly pathetic servant. I am done listening and coming crawling to your sexual and listful desires at your every beck and call. I’m through with you. I have God the savior on my side and with him all things are possible. My lust and carnal desires may appear but I will not fall. Period. You don’t stand a chance against me because you are not me. I will not lose to my inner demons because the I have The Lord Jesus Christ living inside me and there is no room for demons in my heart. Not anymore.

Letter from my sex addict:

You think you can beat ME? Are you serious? You’ve lost to me so many times its funny and you think some faith in some guy in the sky can save you? You a suck demented fool if you think you stand a chance in hell against me! I will destroy you and cause you misery all of the days of you life. You became addicted to porn through your own cousin and now your complaining about having homosexual thoughts? It’s your fault for being so damn weak and I’m going to enjoy making your life a living Hell do you better be ready cause I’m coming for you with everything I’ve got.