Letter to myself:

Poem hurts us in many ways, it literally destroys the inside of you. It destroys your spirit. It hurts to even think about losing the love of my life and if you don’t stop you will. Porn will destroy any thought of having an intimate, lasting, great relationship on any level with her.

Letter from my sex addict:

I am afraid they if I keep looking at it, she will leave me. I am starting to fear being honest. I am afraid she won’t move me. I am afraid thset I will lose her and all of my walls will go back up. I will be mad all the time. I will be the worst person ever. I will be literally destroyed.