Letter to myself:
Hey you… I need to tell you something that has been bugging me for the past 7 years. I’m a porn addict. I feel that I should tell you about it.
I was 13 years old when I first started looking at porn. And because of that day it has ruined my life. I’ve just recently met the man of my life. He is very supportive and is helping me with my recovery.Yes I’m gay… I told him about my addiction and he thinks that it is a good thing that I have acknowledged my problem and that I’m trying to fix it. What I fear is not that he would leave me but that through me watching porn constantly our relationship will not grow cause I’ll always end up looking for something more or “better” to please my need for sexual interaction.
So this is me saying i need to stop!! Now before it is to late. I need to make a change for the better.
Letter from my sex addict:
Hello.
Thank you for telling me your story and your fears. You are doing the right thing, now the big work starts to come. You need to now realize this as well, that it is not only your life you are affecting but it is the lives of the loved ones around you as well.
Especially your man that you are in a relationship with. Remember this that you are getting rid of this addiction because you want to as the main reason and then because of the people around you.
You are now stepping in to bat, the ball is in your court. Make the effort to change and you will reap all the glorious rewards from that.
One last thing remember you are never alone there is always someone there to help, support and guide you through this, but you must now take that leap of faith and get this show on the road