Letter to myself:

Hey I know your struggling right now. I know that even though the pastor, youth minister and parents have all told you its wrong you can’t stop. It will get better. Oneday you will be able to tell your testimony of addiction and freedom. You are strong and courageous so don’t let temptation have its way with you. You can beat anything with God at your side. Stop hiding and be bold. Stand up to the sexual sin and kick its butt.

Letter from my sex addict:

I am struggling. I can’t shake this sin. I don’t want to live in this state but its all I’ve known for so long. I don’t even like porn any more and I want to be free from its curse. I don’t want to live that life of secrecy and lies any more. I want freedom I just don’t know how to get it!!!