Letter to myself:

Dear porn addict
I need to talk to you. We have spent almost 12 years together now and we have been very committed do each other. I know you want to be with me and I know that you need me as part of your life. What I am about to share with you might not sound very good for you, but that’s why I will say it without hesitating: I will break up with you. I feel you have taken from my life, and not really added value to it. You behaved very selfish in many ways, always forcing me to do something that at times, I didn’t even want to do. Don’t get me wrong, I enjoyed being with you very much. But I don’t believe you will be part of my destiny. I must fulfill a calling, which is impossible with you on my side. I suffered a lot of pain because I kept coming back to you. Much of what I did is my fault, so I am not blaming you, but I do not see a future of the two of us. I’m sorry to say that, but there is no room for you any longer in my life. Even though you might think I need you, I am convinced that this is not the case. That might sound rough but I don’t have use for you any longer. You only used me for your selfish desires, I need someone at my side who loves me unconditionally, and I want to do the same. However, thank you for medicating my pain in times of hardship and suffering. But I will go to God for that in the future, you don’t have to help me anymore. Bye

Letter from my sex addict:

Who do you think you are? You think you can do life without me? Not really. You will come crawling back to me saying sorry, and pursuing me again. Look at you, without you you are nothing. You will get rid of me, in fact you will always stay like that. We need each other, and you know that. Get over your ideas of leaving me and living your own life, I am part of who you are, so don’t even think about breaking up with me any further. Don’t you remember all the wonderful days we had together? Don’t you remember that it was me who helped you whenever you have been hurt or were in pain? I was your medication when you suffered rejection, I was always here for you. I will never leave you, I want you because you fulfill my desires.