Letter to myself:

You think that you’ll never be free, you think that this will only get worse and your marriage is over. You’ll lose everything even your kids. Yes it is scary and you can not see into the future. Fear grips you at the core of your soul. God are you there, do you hear me? God why is this happening to me? I’m here to tell not to lose hope in a God who loves you no matter what. God is always on your side when it feels like the world is against you. He did on the cross for you specifically and he knew you before you were born. What ever it takes, DO NOT GIVE UP!

Letter from my sex addict:

God help me, help me get out of the darkness and into the light! God please hear my cry’s and hear my heart, Father I’m desperate for you! I’m desperate for your Freedom! Lord where are you! Lord!