You, you sick and twisted scum. I feel. sorry for you. The walls that sit around you only still and silent. They don’t help you through the struggle. You know it is wrong and you want to stop, but simultaneously it won’t stop until the deed is done. You feel like something is just knocking down your morals in your head. It’s this high. The dopamine levels are so high that they are so appealing. It’s something I hope that someday you can overcome. And only God can help you do that. I beg of you to try and stop with this addiction. The pleasure is not meant for now, but when you are married to your beautiful wife. It’s this selfishness inside of you that keeps you wanting the instant gratification. You need to write this addiction off and tell it that your chains are cut free. By his stripes we are healed. I know this. The demons inside tell me it’s okay every once in a while. Just to get the demons out, I know you sometimes will do it. It’s okay, I’m here for you. And so is Jesus. Ask everyday for that freedom from sexual immorality. I know you. You don’t like treating woman as objects. I also know it’s not porn that is the struggle, it is the pleasure within, which tears you down. The good news is, you don’t have to be ashamed. So many people go through what you are doing, but it’s okay. A friend of mine once said, take heart, because I have overcome the world.