Letter to myself:

Stop being controlled by earthly desires. They aren’t pleasing and all it’s doing is making you angry and an addict. It’s ruining your personality! You’re not a slave to this but a slave to righteousness. This isn’t worth it. It needs to stop.

Letter from my sex addict:

I can’t take it any more, but then what’s the use proclaiming I want to stop? I never do. I can act like I don’t like it but I indulge in it without hesitation. I need God’s hand to stop mine.