Letter to myself:

Dear Sex Addict,
Ever since I was a child you have told me that the only way to be a man and to derive power in this world was through sex. Dominating sex. Feelings are weak and will make you weak if you have them. These were and all lies. You have cost me relationships, money and time and I cannot view women as more than objects who will only love me if I dominate them. I am terrified of women because of the past damage and lies. Today I am done with you.

Letter from my sex addict:

Don’t make me laugh. I’m coming at you full straight on now. You have the extra time to feed me now. You’re single and 46 and I’m all you have. I knew you were a loser. I got you exactly where I want you. You can’t do this. I am all you have and ever will have…