Letter to myself:

You are a born again believer and you know that this is not the way, you have the power to overcome this stop letting the enemy have his way, repent, the problem is that you need to pray more and read the bible more, as long as you consistently do that you will be fine

Letter from my sex addict:

I find myself daydreaming about sex scenes of my boyfriend and I and how just being touched by him made me feel secure and loved and I want to feel that way again so I act out, and not even just that but sometimes id get this empty feeling like I needed something more, like energy, like a push, then id act out, id feel terrible by what I watched and done then when I pray/confess not too long before I find myself with the same empty feeling.