Letter to myself:

Dude, I’m tired of you. I’ve kept you a secret and I’ve tried to hide you and I’ve been successful. You’re tearing me apart. You’re tearing me away from God and I’m done with it, in some with you. I don’t need you. In going to make sure I don’t fall back into your arms by
1: Destroying all power you have over me by realizing what you really are.
2: Relying on God instead of you when I feel like I’m worthless.
3: I’m going to take care of my body so I don’t see myself as how I do now.
4: I’m going to get up EVERY morning so I can pray and think about what you really are and how God can really help me get rid of you.
Laying this out I really see how easy this is going to be. I can do this with God’s help and it is going to happen. My life is going to change with this decision. You’re just a sad little boy.

Letter from my sex addict:

You’re not going to get over me. I’m just getting started. I’m going to tear apart your life so yeah you’re right you better get rid of me now. God can’t help you. He won’t help you. You’re too far gone. Just wait, you’ll see I’ll come back. I don’t want to leave. You’re weak. In going to take you down no problem. This is how:
1: I’m going to make you more lonely than ever.
2: I’m going to make you bored.
3:I’m going to become your god.
This is going to be easier than I thought, just wait I’m going to destroy you.