Letter to myself:

I no longer want any part of you. Since 12 I have had you slowing me down. Ive wasted so much of my life with you. Ive been free a few times and those times are great but you always come back. Not any more God will guide me and even though I fear his wrath for what I have done for so long I know hes the only one who can fully kill you. I want you gone forever and take the shame guilt and self hatred with you.

Letter from my sex addict:

How many times have you tryed. Lol. How many times have you swallowed your pride and asked for help only to be let down how many times have you reached out to God for what your no better. Ill see you soon loser.