Letter to myself:

Hey there douchebag,

Guess what? I’m finally stepping up. I’m decided that a life with Jesus and a life with a person who doesn’t have to worry about what i did or didn’t do today is worth more than only the few minutes of distraction I get from you. That’s right, I’m finally moving on. As you know I’ve been practicing for a long time fighting with you and arguing with you. Sometimes you win sometimes you loose. Well like most battles you may have won the fight, but this guy is going to win the war. I finally have support that I’ve been searching for and a list full of tools and people that are standing by me and I won’t let them down. Most importantly I won’t let me down. This is it. I’m done. I’m tired of feeling sorry for myself and having regrets. I was never one to regret anything, and perhaps you may use that against me by telling me it only one time. But guess what. I’m telling you there will be NO more times. There are so many other things I could be doing with my time and energy. You taken so much from me including my life, my time and even my marriage. Well this is the last straw. I hope you burn in a dark cold place and enjoy it. I wouldn’t introduce you to my worst enemy.

Yours truly

Letter from my sex addict:

You have GOT to be kidding me!? You think you have what it takes to get rid of me? You have tried for the past 10 years. What makes you think you can don’t now? Just because you have friends now, doesn’t mean they will always make you accountable. There will come a time, per the usual that you are waiting for someone to rescue you from your thoughts, and as usual you’re going to just succum to you thoughts. But in wish you luck, because the longer you stay away, when you come back, it’ll be just that much more meaningful to me. So have a nice try, and I’ll see you back here soon!

Senior badass