Letter to myself:

I now see it is all lies. I though u would make me feel better but all I felt was disgust, empty, lonely and self hatred. I now see you for who u truly are, a fearful boy afraid of the future, believing no one could love you. but it is a lie to believe this, I know I am greatly loved by God. he will never leave me and he has a great plan for my future. I will be free of you. I will have a family who I love and who loves me one day.

Letter from my sex addict:

You wont be free from me. you have tried, and tried but fell back into my trap. this big secret you must tell no one. your such a lie u are not a good person. a fake. this makes you feel like someone actually wants you, you are happy with me. cause nobody really wants you in real life. just stay with me and you’ll be happy. And if you are lucky enough to have a family watch me destroy your life. you’ll never be free from me.