Letter to myself:
You are tough, resilient, and always know how to make me feel better, even though it’s only for a couple of seconds. And to be honest, its not worth it anymore, it hasn’t been worth it for a while, but for some reason, I keep going back to you. I don’t know why, maybe because I truely love what you do to me, maybe because I am scared of change or maybe because I underestimate you, but you can be it will be different things time. I know I said that alot over the past couple of years but I feel like it will be this time, just because I’m willing to finally overcome my dear, no matter what it takes. I know with God’s help and our saviour, I will finally get rid of you, but it will take a lot more than simply saying it. I will overcome you, I know it will take time, patience and focus, and matter how long, I will win. You can wait on it.
From the person who will only be a memory to you,
Letter from my sex addict:
I sincerely hope you are right. I pray that you are. Because you and I both know I will destroy you, no matter what. No matter what effort you put before you, what precaution you set aside, I will make you life hell. II can make sure you never get married, I can make sure you never have kids, and if you somehow do, I can make sure they will be disgusted but you. Remember all the kids who look you to you, I can make sure they despise you. You want to achieve all those goals you know you can, but won’t, because I will always be right there with you, occupying your time while you should be out there doing something that benefits you. So I wish you do overxome me. Because I know you can but not sure you will, there a reason I am still here with you after all these years. Just know, if you fail, you don’t just faol, but a whole generation do, all those people who look up to you, the future fails because you were too busy searching for a temporary relief.
Good luck, old friend.