I took home the X3 watch software and went back home to my wife. As I got home I kissed and hugged my wife and children like I had not done in a long time. I sent the kids down stairs to play while I grabbed all the porn I had collected over the years. I took my wife to the living room and made a very hot fire. As the fire built, I threw all the movies and magazines I had into this fire. I held my wifeÂ’s hand and wept thinking of all the pain I had caused her and others over the years.
I have now been porn free for just over 10 weeks and have never felt better about life. I still struggle from time to time and want to look. With my accountability partners, wife and GOD I have stayed on track. I have since found out that my wife was afraid to go to bed with me at night because she hated how I would pester her for sex and never give up. I also realized that over the 10 years of marriage I had only truly made love to my wife maybe 4 or 5 times. Porn distorted the great gift God had given me with my wife.
I would like to thank the X3 team for all their help and dedication to this ministry. With out your ministry I do not think I would have noticed the true problem I had. But most of all, thanks to my wife for being by my side and loving me as she did.