I heard this song from Switchfoot for the first time the other day. I am not able to write the most amazing words and often struggle when it comes to these blogs. But Switchfoot nailed how I felt inside and the battle that took place so often with me, God, and porn. I know I look back at this now and realize I should have stood up and not allowed for it to go on any further. Confess, get accountability, and be honest with you, your wife, and God.
“Mess of Me”
I am my own affliction
I am my own disease
There ain´t no drug that they could sell
Ah there ain´t no drugs to make me well
There ain´t no drug
There ain´t no drug
There ain´t no drug
It´s not enough
The sickness is myself
– Chorus –
I made a mess of me I wanna get back the rest of me
I made a mess of me I wanna spend the rest of my life alive
I made a mess of me I wanna the get back rest of me
I made a mess of me I wanna spend the rest of my live alive
The rest of my life alive!
We lock our souls in cages
We hide inside our shells
It´s hard to free to the ones you love
Oh when you can´t forgive yourself
Yeah forgive yourself!
There ain´t no drug
There ain´t no drug
There ain´t no drug
The sickness is myself
– Chorus –
I made a mess of me I wanna get back the rest of me
I´ve made a mess of me I wanna spend the rest of my life alive
I´ve made a mess of me I wanna reverse this tragedy
I´ve made a mess of me I wanna spend the rest of my live alive
The rest of my life alive!
AHHHHHHOOOOO! Right
There ain´t no drug
There ain´t no drug
There ain´t no drug
No drug to make me well
There ain´t no drug
It´s not enough
I´m breaking up
The sickness is myself
The sickness is myself
– Chorus –
I made a mess of me I wanna get back the rest of me
I´ve made a mess of me I wanna spend the rest of my life alive
I´ve made a mess of me I wanna reverse this tragedy
I´ve made a mess of me I wanna spend the rest of my live alive
The rest of my life alive!!