A few weeks ago we were made aware of a girl named Crissy who had accepted Jesus and wanted to leave the porn industry. I emailed back and forth with Crissy and then got on the phone. Immediately, I could tell this girl was serious. Here is what she said to me in an email

These are the steps I have taken so far in my walk with God:

1.  I haven’t done any shoots in about a month (since the day my heart was convicted).

2.  I left my ex boyfriend of 1 yr 8 months and moved into my own place.  He and I have NO contact because I feel he is not the one for me.  He was a good guy but not the one.

3.  I have gone to church every Sunday and now attending Wednesday services as well.

4.  I meet with the pastors wife for counseling 1-2 times a week.

5.  I meet with a mentor once a week for counseling and talk to her on the phone just about everyday.  I love her!

6.  I have requested from my webmasters a copy of my contract telling them I just moved and I could not find it.

7.  I have been reading my bible and tons of books about God.

8.  I only have been listening to Christian music.

9.  I have made TONS of christian friends.  I have more friends now than I ever have in my life!

That is all i can really think of now but as you can see I am making a total life change.  I am very happy about it and know that God wants to use me in big ways. I have been suicidal since my early 20’s.  I have been abused.  I have been exposed to so much evil and have survived and am ready to hand all that I am over to the Lord to do with me as he wishes. 

I am scared to stop my website…..

That was just a few weeks ago and she has now made the decision to leave. She is scared out of her mind. There are people that are profiting and relying on her site to pay their bills. She made the tough phone calls today and told them she was out. This does not mean the sites will come down right away or posibly at all. There are a lot of things that need to happen and a lot of things that we are going to need your help with to show Crissy that this is the right decision and that God’s way is better.

We are going to talk on Monday about what is next. Crissy is thinking about nursing school, needs a good lawyer who is willing to go to bat for her and take control of her website back, and a list of other things. We hope to have a list of needs and ways that you all can support her later this week.

In the meantime, a lot of people are talking about her. She has been told she needs to see a psychologist and she is out of her mind. We do not believe that. We believe she has made the right decision and we want to support her in that decision. XXXchurch is not about pulling people out of porn who don’t want to leave. We are so excited to help and encourage and support in any way people like Crissy and Donovan who decide to leave and need help with next steps. Crissy finding Christ is the best thing that she will ever do. Leaving porn seemed like the next step in her walk with Christ. Crissy has now made that step, lets support, love, and rally around her in this decision. Christ keeps no record of wrong. We all have a past. God is not concerned with that and we should not be either.

Encourage her in this decision…

http://www.myspace.com/yourfriendcrissy

More updates early next week. YES, We will have a list of ways that you can help Crissy. Because that is what people who love Christ do. If you do know of an attorney willing to work with Crissy please contact us.

Craig