If you didn’t catch it last week of what a typical day in my life looked like, you can see it HERE
I was looking at how much time I actually spent on porn in a day. Thinking about it, planning how to get it, covering it up and defending in my mind how I wasn’t hurting anyone in the middle of it. Making arguments with myself and with people around me that it was normal, I just had strong sexual urges.
I really had no idea that my addiction was affecting people around me. I was so consumed with satisfying myself, I didn’t see the pain I was causing others. Either directly hurting them or just distancing myself from people that loved me by not being in a real authentic relationship with them. Everything in my life was manipulation, white lies, and how to get to a place where I could be alone.
Do you think PORN has affected the people around you?