If you have not noticed there are thousands and thousands of confessions on the site located HERE. It is a safe place and often times porn makes you feel like you are all alone and the only one struggling. That is not the case. Here are two confessions I just read last night.
Porn and Masturbation
I’ve been struggling with an addiction with porn and masturbation for over 5 years. It seems like there is no way out. It’s like a high,one minute im up and then next minute im back down to reality. It hits me like a brick wall. I hate what i have become. I guess it’s like a coping mechanism because when ever i get depressed,bored,or upset i turn to the high. Now it’s a normal every-day thing it feels like. I just wish I could stop and serve,and this website encoureges me thank you for it.
100 Days Sober
Yesterday I celebrated 100 days of not looking at porn. It was a great day and it was capped off by going to my Men’s Bible Study. Our leader wants us to bring a verse that spoke to us during the week. I spoke about Philippians 4:8 “Finally brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy–think about such things.” I then spoke about my struggle with porn and that I have not looked at porn for 100 days. Afterwards, the leader suprised me by asking the other members of the group to lay hands on me and ask for God’s hedge of protection on me. God put me in that group for a reason. I think the world of the other men in my group.
I give all the glory to God. He is an awesome God who has total control of my life.