“I’m not a porn watcher but I’ve seen it before and in the back of my mind behind a forbidden door, I turn tricks…” (snippet from my poem Confession)
I’ve never been a porn connoisseur. I think it’s a bad representation of what sex is meant to be. I can actually count on one hand how many times I’ve actually sat down and watched it. It does absolutely nothing for my hormonal drive. If anything, it’s more of a turn off than a turn on. Matter of fact, the last time I believe I set eyes on one was the infamous “Supahead and Mr. Marcus” tape. Yep, I said tape. Everyone kept singing her praises about how magnificent her head game was that I had to see it for myself. And I must say I was impressed. Although I’m not a fan of the name, but I think it’s well-fitted for the job that she does.
As a whole, I’ve always thought it was overrated. It’s full of cheesy plots, money shots and a whole lot of whopping and hollering that I deem to be rather excessive. I know there’s a certain amount of pomp and circumstance that comes along with “putting on a show” but it’s a bit much for me. A little bumping and grinding with a couple of insinuating thrusts followed by a few pleasurable facial expressions is good enough for me. However, there is absolutely nothing left to the imagination in porn.
I don’t enjoy the visual stimulation that porn provides like I do the physical stimulation from oral sex. I’m sure I can learn a few tricks from the visual but it pales in comparison to the excitement the physical provides. I’ve been told that porn can be addictive; however, I think that’s only if you enjoy watching others have sex. I don’t. I feel like a peeping Tom the few times that I’ve watched porn. I’ve always felt like sex or sexual acts should be done in privacy. I don’t think it’s something that should be put on display for the world to see. If you haven’t already figured out by now, I’m a private person and would really love if others felt the same way but that’s too much like right. I’ve fallen prey to several sexual sins, however, porn has never been one of them and prayerfully it never will…I have enough on my plate to deal with already.