Victory!!!

Well I was having a problem with masterbating and watching homosexual porn. I would do it late at nite while my family was asleep or I would lie and say I was going to pray and I would come into my room and masterbate through my shorts until i felt the release. I felt so nasty by it and I was grossed out. i thought that God would never forgive me for it. Well today I woke up and actually read my bible. Well to my suprise I was reading in Luke, where Jesus says that whatever we do in private will be revealed. Wow I felt scared.So we went to church, Newayz when the prayer leader went up to start prayer, He rebuked the spirit of watching pornography, well to my suprise haha. He then said brothers and sisters it says in the word of God that whatever we do in private will be revealed. OMG. Haha The spirit of God was really ministering to me. Then The pastor preached about, how we should not allow the devil to remind us of who we used to be. We have been cleansed by the blood of Jesus. When the devil comes to bother you, He stated stnd up with all the authority that Christ has given you and rebuke him. Lets see if he wont run. Wow! So today I renewed my vows with the Lord and I ask that He keep me on fire not for porn or jacking off but for His spirit and His Presence. Let us remember guys that the devil is afraid of who is in us. So if He that is in us is greater than why fear or fall. God Bless, Jay