found God through darkness!

I'm Matthew I have been addicted to porn for sometime now and I actually got into gey and bi porn at a young age after getting so into it I found places where I could watch men in the sexual acts though I never actuall got into it I have let other guys touch me but never actuall got into the sex as I enjoyed the watching soo much that that was all that mattered to me to watch guys in sexual acts oneday I finally admitted to my father that I was Bisexual and that I was happy but then even though I did all those things still prayed to God for forgivness and tried many times to turn away from all those things I did manage to stay away for months at times but still ended up right back where I didn't wana be! so this day that I told my dad about it I was fine and ready to go out and tell the world what i was and that I didn't care but then something happened to me and I started to pray like i never prayed before I told the Lord I was done with being a sinner and that I wanted to be his servant please take me as i am as a sinner and all that I have done God came back to me he restored a peace in me and a happiness and joy within me and I can clear say I love the lord more than anyone or thing on this planet I can honestly say that Sex and all those thing s i was into have not gone from my heart and soul there are times when I am reminded by memories but i stand strong and say GET BEHIND ME SATAN! ! !! and i renew my mind and one thing revealed to em in the last few weeks GOD was there all the time and I just never reached out fully like I did that day and I am glad I did cause only thing that gets my attention now is the blessing's I recieve AMEN thank you Jesus! !! ! !

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