The battle for 11 years is finally turning... But The war is not over

Hello. Im Nick. For years I have struggled with pornography. Than after a while I got into both porn and masterbating. I honestly do not like to do it but lust gets the best of me. My flesh may enjoy it but my heart and soul does not. My goal after high school was to get closer to God and to stop porn all together so I can get a girl and start a family that grows up right. Porn brings me down and makes me feel that way and it makes others feel that way. I understand how hard it is to stop because i'm finally getting to the stage where I can stop my self from porn... But masterbating is still there. Not that much anymore and I'm here to call reinforcements (help). I first want to confess my sins and tell everyone and God that I have sinned and I beg for forgiveness. I want to stop porn and also help others to stop and masterbating. I want to live a better not so sinful life. I want to get a girl and marry her for her not for lust. Because sex isn't everything I tell everyone. I'm still a virgin until marriage. I hope most people follow that way to. But a few ways that made me stop was when I was looking at the Bible and some blogs on this and other websites, I kept reading that in the old days for Adultry, they stoned people. A women commited adultry and Jesus told the people that if they have not sined they can stone her. He saved her life because the people walked away one by one. He told her she was forgiven and to never do it again. I was scared at first because if times were different, I could have been dead. It made me think of what a man once told me before. "For all you guys who look up porn and think its cool... stop now. Because memories will remain in your head and you dont want that. Think of your future wive's and children. Stop for them and stop for God. He dosen't want you guys to do that." After thinking about all of this, I felt like crying. But I dont know how. I prayed for forgiveness and I felt bad for weeks. I stoped porn not too long ago and I don't plan on going back. I want to stop and help others. What I want to do is get a group of guys and/or girls and we help each other with our struggles with porn/masterbating and all the bad stuff. I want to change for God and ask forgiveness and to change for my family and myself. I stopped a big time because of my girl friend who is constantly helping me. Now the battle I see can be won with the right strategy. If I could help people and myself become closer to God and cut the Adultry down a heck of a lot, I'd feel so much happier.. Thank you for listening and please pray I get the power to win the battle.. Thank you for this website. It helped me tons.

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