Letter to myself:
Not Gonna Be ‘Porn Again Christian’- Again
Hey Me,
Yes, God created your body as a holy gem. The temple of the Holy Spirit lays in your body. He even made that perfect for you to enjoy the life he wanted you to have. So you did. You enjoy the life in His perspective and even praised Him for these things. But, you also made a thing that out castled His viewpoint for you. You make your own. You are making sins that is not according to what He wanted you to be. You go different way, instead of love, you lust. That is why instead of lasting, you’re lusting. You became a porn again, you masturbate, and you sin.
It is so sad. The moment I experience this was a good feeling but now, I am afraid this is not. My body aches, my spirit aches, my social life aches, my soul inside aches, my conscience kills me and most of all, even I can’t see, God cries.
That’s why I wanted to stop this. Maybe it’s not an overnight job, but for at least I declare, there will be a day when I wake up, I’m going to state to myself and to Him, “thanks God for making me out of these sins.”
To myself, I’m not gonna be a “porn again Christian”- again.
Thru Him,
Me
Letter from my sex addict:
Whazzup Me,
God created you a perfect emblem of ‘perfection’. You know that well. The only thing you don’t realize until now is…you mess some part of yourself. Apparently, you mess out the whole you.
We’re sad. You are sad and so He is more than sad, more than what everybody imagines. But fortunately, God made way for you to go out of these sin for He has created solution before you walk in to that problem. And it’s true, we’re walking to that solution ASAP. That’s why God paved way for HE LOVES YOU SO MUCH!
Further, He made you realize that these must end. For he is getting you ready for the biggest future ever. That he created it solely for you. The only thing is, you must believe you can.
Thru Him,
Me