Men - Confessions

I'm Matthew I have been addicted to porn for sometime now and I actually got into gey and bi porn at a young age after getting so into it I found places where I could watch men in the sexual acts though I never actuall got into it I have let other guys touch me but never actuall got into the sex as I enjoyed the watching soo much that that was all... More...

so i have been into this junk for around 9 years, i got my first taste of porn when i was 9 years old, i was riding my bicycle to this bridge and i was looking over the side of the bridge and i saw a magazine, i hoped over the rail and picked it up, the instant i picked it up something inside me dropped and i knew i shouldn't look at it but i... More...

for 3 years i was bound by the addictive chains of pornography. i was miserable. i cheated on my girlfriend, i lied to my family and friends. but no one knew, i kept my tracks covered. when i came to college, my life was flipped around. i met people who struggled just like i did and made it out of it. through prayer, friends and accountability, i... More...

Hey guys -- In my battle I have decided to write a letter to my future wife. It's one of my greatest motivators to stay pure. Maybe this will be a blessing to some...maybe it's a good idea to do. It was therapeutic for me and I just wanted to share with you all my goals regarding a future marriage. Anyway, feel free to leave comments if you maybe... More...

I've been a Christian all my life, leader in the different churches I've congregated over the years. My problem is I've been addicted to pornography for over 20 years now. Started on my early teens, that escalated to soliciting sex to prostitutes in the 90's, then I got married 4 years ago and thought my problems were over, but my porn addiction... More...

Strangely, I feel closer to God than ever, yet am in the midst of a battle I know only God has the power to heal. The sexual drive is a wild, untameable 'wild horse' as another user on here put it. In fact, as John Eldredge says in his book 'Journey of Desire', God's creativity is wild and untameable, just look at the animal kingdom. Fact is,... More...

I'm a masturbator and want to repent of my ways. I have been on masturbating since more than 3 years now. I discovered it when I was 18. Now I'm 21. For whatever reason I haven't stopped. Porn is another issue. I have been on and off watching porn since I was 14. However I can manage to go without porn for months with God's help. Porn I can... More...

Hi, I'm turning 20 soon, I met the girl of my dreams, and it really seems like I will be getting engaged, She's a great christian girl who has brought me closer to God, and reminded me how much I need Jesus back in my life. However prior to this, I'm a virgin and I'm okay with that most of the time, but my biggest problem is urges to move past... More...

I`m 29 years old, son of villagechurch leader in Norway...and very grateful for this website, and all the comments and confessions that`s helpful for so many!! I`ve had my struggles too, and for many years I was trying to stop this monster from eating up my life.Many failures followed my path. A good friend of mine had the same problem, and we... More...

I like the thought of opening up and pouring out my soul to other people, to other men that know too real the struggle that occurs with pornography, masturbation, the world of fantasy and the blurring lines of reality. I love to think that other men, though they feel in bondage, can encourage one another, look at me and my chains, and say,... More...