Women - Confessions

I am 36 and single, but now in a beginning relationship with a man. I have been in one longer relstionship before. I've never had sexual intercourse, but have engaged in other sex activities with these two men. The one I'm seeing now is a very open man when it comes to sex, and I know we have an intense attraction towards each other in this way.... More...

I was 5 years old the first time I saw a pornographic photo. I was at my baby-sitters house and in the bathroom right next to the toilet were magazines. I picked one up and it was hard-core to say the least. Like the video of Noelle I have never forgotten that photo. Years later when I was 11 I masterbated for the first time and scared myself... More...

since I was about 17yrs old I started to get into a lot of sexual things. My boy friends wanted me to have phone sex with them and it turned into a regular thing. I have my good days and my bad days. It seems like I will go for about a month or 2 and then I start pleasing my self and finding random porno sights to look at on the internet. I am in... More...

I was first exposed to porn when I was 13 yrs old. I'd stay up late watching TV...and came across a show on HBO and it seemed to have escalated from there. I would watch it and then masterbate...its started with on late night TV to going on the computer and downloading videos....then deleting traces of it before my parents could find out. I was 17... More...

Hey, I'm a 19 year old female student and I really struggle with watching gay porn. I'm not sure why, I think maybe because I have trouble with self cofidence in my own body so I prefer not to see women with nice bodies. It started when I was about 16. Since I've come to university it's got worse, because I didn't have to worry about anyone at... More...

I have never told any one this, but i feel so safe sharing here. I have been a christian for most of my life. Just short of a year ago found and read some of a book about sex basically. To be honest, i read the word 'orgasm' and was like "what is that?" I had never really thought too much into that stuff (I'm 18 by the way). As i was reading it i... More...

I am my own worst enemy. I hate myself for it. I can't stop masturbating and lusting. I know its wrong but i do it still. Even after encouragement i go and do it. Its disgusting and i hate myself for it. I feel numb to it now which absolutely scares me because i feel there is no redemption or repentance for me. i ask for forgiveness yet go and do... More...

It's been about four years since I fell into a pornography and masturbation addiction. I was in college, left largely alone and lonely, and despite my faith in Christ, my curiosity got the best of me. Before I knew it I was in over my head. I have been struggling with this completely on my own and gotten nowhere. Things have finally reached... More...

I'm a 43 year old mom who has been aware of porn since I was a kid and I guess "addicted" to it since I was a teenager. When I was a kid, my stepdad had porn magazines around all the time and he thought it was hilarious to show them to my sister and me and say "some guy's gonna do this to you someday"--my sister & I would say "eeww, gross"... More...

It all started when I was 11. I was flipping through channels late one Saturday night and stumbled across a show. It was soft porn and it really intrigued me. I would sneak and watch it every weekend. I counted down the days until I could watch it. This went on for a few years. I would go on chat rooms and talk to older men, feeding my lust. It... More...