Pastors - Confessions

i thought i had my life all together , i started going to churh, i started to witness to peple , i was starting to feel the presence of God in my life. then i started to watch porn at night and now it really seems like i am growing cold , like there is nothing really good in me any more, i feel eroded out like wood at the beach. this has been... More...

I messed up last night and looked at porn. It had been a little while so I feel even more gross and ashamed. I woke up this morning feeling disgusting. The only thing that made me feel less guilty was to look again and feel good for a moment so - I masturbated twice this morning to porn. Oh God I don't deserve the job you've given me and the... More...

I have been a Pastor since being married which has been nearly 4 years. However we have been in a state of reconstruction due to lack of commitment. Since the time of being married we have had various issues arise that has kept our sexual relationship a distant memory. Without exaggeration i can say since we've been married we have maybe had... More...

Im a Pastor of a small congreagation in Miami Fl. Before entering Ministry I have struggled with pornagraphy since I was 12 years of age. One day at a friends house he took out a playboy magazine that his father had under his bed and we watched the entired magazine that evening. this became a habit anf Everytime his parents we leave home we will... More...

I am a pastor who has been addicted to pornography for literally as long as I can remember. For more than half of my life, I have been addicted. There have been times that I have gone many months without indulging, but I have never broken the addiction. I realize that the real problem is my own unrepentance. I cannot come to full repentance... More...

i come to this site after i failed. i find it hard to find someone who will really continue to ask how i am doing in this area. people are busy, forget or are scared. so i use the confessions-section now for this reason. ...challenged by the question why pastors don't post. i struggle with porn and masturbation since several years. when i am... More...

When I was 16 my parents divorced and my way of dealing with that pain became porn. It came out of a broken heart. At 17 I went into full time youth ministry for two years, still broken, and by this point addicted. As I moved away from home it became even easier to feed the beast within me. At 19 I decided to go to university to study Theology in... More...

I am the youth pastor in our church however I have homosexual tendencies. I look at porn, i fantasize, I go to wrong places & i masturbate. Of course, my church doesn't know it. Yet. But I do want to receive freedom from this bondage! I want to get out! I know confessing to someone righteous and have that someone pray for you works! It'll... More...

I don't really know where to start. I love God, I really do. I love Christ and the sacrifice He made for all of us. I love my wife and have the deepest and most sincere respect for her. But since I have been a teenager I have battled with porn. Now, I am light years beyond the depth where I used to be but in the end I have never been able to... More...

so im still struggling with porn. i have been so drawn to it over the years that i dont have good relationships with my friends and family. I was first introduced to the whole mess when i was in middle school and ever since then its been the worst thing in my life that i have encountered. if i could go back in time i would have stayed away from... More...